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You’re always there for me Yet you push me away “I’m not good enough” “I’ll hurt you” Is all you manage to say “You don’t know me!” Is what you shout It’s really me you know nothing about You’ve never seen the other me The one who will destroy you   And leave you with nothing The person who will rip, tear and belittle everything you do This person picks at the fresh wound And often wishes for your doom. It’s amazing though, when she hides her face She only does it when you and I are in the same place She hides from you, like a vampire from the sun An

It seemed as calm as an ocean could be Almost as wide as the sea With a mind that vast How couldn't I dive in? I guess that's why I decided to swim So I delved into the deep ocean blue I swam looking for you I dove into the abyss And I found this: A snuffed out light A heart that someone broke with all their might A few broken parts And some lost art All of this caused me confusion So I kept going to reach my conclusion I wanted to see more I kept straying away from the shore After awhile I became lost I felt my mind lose conscious thought The water around preceded to choke me ! The lights grew darker so that I couldn't s

I'll bite you, if you say so You can choke me because I know You won't let me die in your arms You wouldn't let me come to harm Every time I'm near you I feel Like I have no appeal That I'm not good enough for you And how you act makes it seem true I bet you didn't notice that I changed how I dress It was meant to only impress. I even got more attention too But none of it was from you No I'm not falling That's not why I'm changing I don't want to be seen as a girl anymore I never been really seen as a real woman before The reflection I always see is somewhat bittersweet I always see a girl with not straight teeth Who could h

You saw my dark twisted fantasy You accepted it because it was part of me Even though I may struggle or whimper Your touch makes my heart flutter Your voice makes me become red The light darkness in your eyes keeps me from dread I used to believe 'no man should have all that power' But when we're apart I count the minutes and hours All the lights don't seem so bright I feel like only you can set things right I love you Regardless of what you do Did Or have done Please never expect me to run I want to be by your side as long as I can But for now, i'll just be your friend, and hold your hand.

Why do you this again? Do you feel more secure in the presence of men? Your desperations seems to scream out I truly believe you have no idea what love is about I doubt you know how it would really feel I bet you wouldn't be able to tell if it was real You were with a man who cheated on you Another  who broke your heart in two One who you refuse to forget And many others, but I see no change yet You set yourself up for the inevitable break You devote too much and put so much at stake Now you pledge yourself to someone filled with hate Someone who could hurt you But I fear it's too late

As I wake up I don't feel the sun anymore My feet seem to barely feel the floor I don't feel the weight I used to know My foot prints barely make a mark in the snow I don't seem to leave a trace behind I feel like a random thought floating on someone's mind I sometimes wonder if I'm truly here Am I just shadow? A Faint whisper in someone's ear? That's what it seems every now and again That loneliness is my only friend The only one I can turn to in my hour of need This is just a path my mind tends to lead When I sleep, sometimes I feel revived As if I'm brought back alive Reality bored me, it saddens me as well I don't why I fe

One: So I Fall Facedown in a Rut I Can't Seem to Get Out of Dropping my four-year-old backpack beside my seat in homeroom, I sighed in defeat, shifting to rest my chin on my hand just as the bell rang. Ah, yes, the first day of school. Junior year- more than halfway done and that much closer to college. That much closer to getting the fuck out of this town. My mind wandered as the man I'd met as Mr. Gregory went about his morning business, taking attendance and all that. Dad and I had moved out here during the summer for a new start. One day,  he just up and said, "Son, we're moving." So, here we are. The old town, my hometown, ju

I was left brutally alone –with the dog- as Auntie Jinx had plans to go out with friends. Judging by the slinky cocktail dress she was clad in on her way down the stairs, I guessed she wouldn't be back for a while. I climbed into my loft, just above all the bookcases and desk, and cranked my stereo full of KoRn. Gunslinger lumbered his way up to me, plopping right down at the foot of my bed, like he owned the place. I nudged the beast with my now-bare foot and stared emotionlessly up at my vaulted ceiling; simply pondering things. Life, the universe, medical science theories, girls. I must have fallen asleep to 'Coming Undone', b

        Auntie Jinx met us in the kitchen, giving Gunslinger an affectionate pat on his head. "Hey, baby," she began, stepping closer to hug me. "How was school today?" "Fine," I answered automatically, respectfully turning off my mp3 player for her. I already had been through her past and future. I can't happen twice with the same person. That, and I was, unfortunately, craving her kind voice. One of the very few I ever hear. "Hah!" she cried, jumping up and snatching the knot at the back of my head to peel off my blindfold. She set the cloth on the kitchen counter, and looked up at me. "Oh, Vladislav. It's such a shame to hide your lov